TPTLS

once again in the phase that life sucks ..

why do i make it throw shit at me …..
and then blame the whole thing on “life sucks”
that i haev bad luck .. that i am the one who faces bad luck … blah blah blah….
!@#$%^&* me … who creates all situations to be the way it is now…
i own the reins of my life damn it and i then live in denial that i do not……………what the …..

and to top it all.. i get into this “why is tht i could not have remained deaf … why did i have to get cured… why did that 2 day situation not become permanent”
some times i genuinely also wish that so that i do not listen to things i dont want to or speak those i should not …..

well.. when am i to realise that my life is my own making
that what ever i say .. i still care a lot about what people have to say.. that i am superficial person is not true… that even when i smile the fact that i am cryin is blatant .. whatever

enough said.. enough faced…. enough tryin to understand and fail…. i am just gonna shut up… (yeah yeah .. i am aware that is an impossibility and i am never gonna stick to this resolution either)

when i am gonna cum outta this life of denial ????

midnight ranting

i wish i could sleep in peace… lost in the land of sweet dreams… yet …. even if there comes a time when the waves sleep peacefully in the ocean … the storm in my mind shows no signs of receding……….

beautiful song ..

Thendrale Thendrale Song Lyrics – Kadhal Desam Tamil Songs Lyrics

Thendralae thendralae mella nee veesu
poovudan melle nee peesu(2)
karaiyin madiyil nadhiyum thoongum
kavalai marandhu thoongu
iravin madiyil ulagam thoongum
iniya kanavil thoongu (Thendralae)

Kaadhal endraal kavalaiya
kannil neerin thivalaiya
noyannen uyirum neeyanae
iravil kaayum muzhu nila
enakku mattum sudum nila
vaaraiyo enai nee seraiyo
thoonga vaikkum nilavae
thookamindri neeaen vaadinaiyo (Thendralae)

maalai vaanil kadhirum saiyum
madiyil saaindhu thoongada
boomi yaavum thoongum podhu
poovai neeyum thoongada
malarin kaadhal panikku theriyum
en manadhin kaadhal theriyumaa
solla varthai kodi dhan
unnai neril kandaal mounamen
thoonga vaikka paadinen naan
thookamindri vaadinen (Thendralae)

Matlabi Hain Bohot Yahan

Matlabi Hain Bohot Yahan Kisi Aise Say Na Dil Lagana
Jin Ka Badlay Dil Aise Jaise Kisi Mausam Ka Badal Jaana
Roz Sunayengay Phir Woh Koi Aur Naya Bahana
Naye Dastaan Yeh Nahi Varson Ka Hai Yehi Fasaana

Khushbu To Kuch Hi Pal Ki Mehmaan Hai

khushbu to kuch hi pal ki mehmaan hai..
thoda sukoon diya aur udne ki firak me rahti hai….
pyaar ko ham apne wo hawa banana chahate the
jo teri yaad bankar harpal hamse lipate rahti hai

Mehfil Mein Tanha Rehna Sikh Gaya

Mehfil Mein Tanha Rehna Sikh Gaya,
Tere Pyaar Ne Duniya Se Jhuth Kehna Sikh Gaya,
Dard Ya Khushi Ka Ehsas Nahi Ab,
Kuch Zindagi Se Chup-Chap Sehna Sikh Gaya

Dil Lagane Se Pehle Dil Ko Bhi Jana Karo

Dil Lagane Se Pehle Dil Ko Bhi Jana Karo,
Ho Tumhare Jaise Jo Usko Hi Bas Mana Karo,
Mausam Ki Tarah Jo Badal Jate Hai,
Tum Bhi Unko Mausam Sa Bhul Jaya Karo

Mujhe Is Baat Ka Yakeen Na Ho Saka

Mujhe Is Baat Ka Yakeen Na Ho Saka,
Katil Ko Laga Mein Use Pheechan Na Saka,
Aakhe Hi Phod Di Zalim Ne Meri, Magar
Dosto Ko To Pheechante Thhe Hum Khushboo Se Har Jagah.

Na Jaane Kyun Barose Ka Yahi Anjaam Hota Hai

Na Jaane Kyun Barose Ka Yahi Anjaam Hota Hai
Sabko Samje Khudsa Hi, Dil Tuh Nadan Hota Hai

Karun Kya Abh Gila Kisi Se Main Koi Bhi Yaaro
Thodta Hai Jo Dil Aksaar, Wo Raajdaan Hota Hai

Mitane Se Kabhi Mit.Ta Nahi, Kyun Dil Ka Rista
Kyun Masum Chehre Ki Asal Koi Shetan Hota Hai

Aksar Duniya Mein Bada Ho Majbut Dikhne Mein
Sabse Khokhala Yaaro Vahi Tuh Insaan Hota Hai

Badi Mudaat Se Hai Jinda Najar Aata Hai Sabko
Jo Dekho Jhankar Andher, Wo Bejaan Hota Hai

Kosish Ki Thi Maine Bahut Khudko Samjane Ki
Karta Hai Aitbaar Pehle Phir Pareshaan Hota Hai

Aapni Sare Nishaniya Le Jaa

Aapni Sare Nishaniya Le Jaa,
Wo Phool, Rumal, Letter, Gift Le Jaa,

Yahan Tak Ki Aapne Haatho Ki Lakere Mene Tujhe De Di,
Ye Bhi Kuch Kaam Na Aaye To Mera Mukkdar Le Jaa,

Kaise Chutegi Meri Jaan Likhne Ki Aadat,
Kaat Kar Meri To Ungaliya Le Jaa.